See You Soon! =D

Come back soon Rae!! =D I'll organize something properly next time! HEHE! =P

Zyang.

Buddy Pal! =D

IT'S THE 17TH OF APRIL!!! Well, it WAS, anyway. Just yesterday. Well, TECHNICALLY two days ago, but heck =P

AND THUS it was the birthday of KHARENEE KOH ZHI XIN!! One of my bestest pals ever! =D And so, in this very public blog (or so I like to think), I'd like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHARENEE!! YOU'RE FINALLY 16!!! Now we can watch 16 and above movies!! If there is such a movie rating. Hehe =P

Anyway, Kharenee gave me a REALLY sweet birthday post on my 16th birthday, so I'm gonna return the favour. Not because I have to, but because I want to. =D

So I'll start about how I met Kharenee. We were in Standard 6 in the... Don't know how to describe, school in KL, Kuen Cheng (2)!! So yeah, I kept hearing Kharenee's name being spoken by the girls in my class and I was like, who's that? Hehe, so one day, she adds me in MSN, and somehow, we couldn't stop talking!

Hehe! And the topics we talked and talked and talked about in Strd 6 were.. rather inappropriate for our age at the time =P but heck right!? It brought us together! So come Form One, coincidentally she came to WMS too!! So yeah, we continued to talk and talk and talk... until something happened.

*SUSPENSE*

AND THEN, things went back to normal, after a brief period of silence. Anyway, Kharenee and I became closer and I confided EVERYTHING in her. Like EVERYTHING. Haha, I even dubbed her my living diary! So yeah, even if she didn't FULLY confide in me. But it's okay =P

I don't know, I felt comfortable telling her stuff. Stuff that I wouldn't tell anyone else, save maybe Rong, Jen, Ken, and Juin. Though I can't really remember ALL the stuff I told her, since I told her A LOT. So almost every night, I'd stay up late, with my room lights off as a ruse, then I'd go online and chat with her for VERY VERY VERY long!

Come Form Two and later Form Three, nothing really changed between us and we still chatted A LOT. Thennnnnnnnnnn, Kharenee one day told me that she was gonna transfer to a different school! WTH MAN?! So yeah! I was pretty sad, but the gravity of the whole thing didn't really strike me until the day before she left.

Her last day in WMS. Gee I remember it. I was DAMN EMO. Laura and Kaisin were going around with a videocam but they captured the PRE-EMONESS of Zyang. hahha! So yeah, Kharenee is SO FAR the first and only girl to make me cry. Because I knew, that EVENTUALLY, inevitably, we'd drift and lose contact all together, and that would seriously SUCK. Well at least she's happy at SIS!

Kharenee's one of those people who'd never hesitate to help a friend. In ANYTHING at all. Believe me she helped me a lot in a lot of stuff. We'd always hear out each other's ranting, no matter the problem. It's safe to say that at one point, she was the person I trusted most in the world.

OK enough with the emoness! Happy Birthday Kharenee!! Have a great one! Still miss having you around in WMS. Bye BuddyPal! =) You know I love you! And I know you love me. xD

Zyang.

Lost.

Life on the moon couldn't feel this far away.
The life that I knew is through, and I'm gonna need you more than ever. So take the time to see what you mean to me.
Zyang.

Lie.

Hold on to the past tense tonight.
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart. The look in your eye, looks a lot like goodbye.
Zyang.

Happy Anniversary!

Due to lack of sleep and pretty deep disappointment about some unrelated issue, this post is exactly 19 hours and 11 minutes late. Yes, I remember the exact time. =) And sorry I couldn't stay up! Five months is way too short a time. =)
Happy 5th month! =D
Take me as I am, and I'll take you for everything.
Zyang.