Short Post #3?

The one thing I depend on, is for us to stay strong. Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you.
Zyang.

The Hardest Farewell.

Yesterday, well technically two days ago, I bade farewell to my sister, Zhi-Yen and my cousin, Lu-Min. They were off to Australia to further their studies and well, yeah I became EXTREMELY, uncharacteristically emo. =(

So, the Low Clan converged at KLIA to wish them all the best and good luck, to study hard and resist temptations that riddle the world outside the bubble of protection unconditionally provided by our parents, grandparents and relatives.

YOU SEE THE EMO-NESS STILL HASN'T WORN OFF. And yeah, I cried. Yes, Zyang the Uncrying, cried. You wouldn't know how it feels to watch your buddy pass through the immigration lines and walk the path leading towards the terminal, until she finally disappears out of sight.

Thus, this is a farewell post dedicated to my elder sister, Zhi-Yen and cousin, Lumin.

Gee, this is becoming a habit. =(

Known to me as Jie, Ah Ji, Ah Jie, or Jie Jie, my sis has always been there for me. Though we used to fight A LOT when we were younger, when my Dad would force us to hug and make up even though we'd still feel like killing each other, as we grew older we and our younger sis bonded like a regular gang would, just with three members with pretty the same name. =P

Jie would always help me solve my problems, be it with schoolwork, schoolwork, or schoolwork. Kidding! =P she'd help me with EVERYTHING. and ANYTHING. I think. There are some things I haven't asked for her help with =D when I was emo and angry and all, she'd comfort me and offer solutions to my problems. Though they were usually sound advice, being the stubborn dumbass that I am, sometimes I didn't listen, and eventually paid for it. Oops =P

And I'd tell her almost everything. Hehe notice almost =P hahaha a guy's gotta have his secrets right? ehehe! She's like my buddy, one of my closest friends. I trust her with most stuff, though there was THAT ONE TIME when she slipped =P but I don't blame you Jie! haha!

Flashback umpteen years ago! My sister would always, and I mean ALWAYS try to beat me! At ANYTHING and EVERYTHING! Profound one-upmanship you could call it =P and she usually did beat me at stuff. Most stuff anyway. =P She craved the attention that my parents showered me with. >=D *haha I'm kidding myself* xD

Being a nerd, something I think she's quite proud of, as am I, she would study and study and study. Needless to say she excelled in the exams, setting a high bar for me. But instead of trying to maintain her dominance, she pushed me to excel. Thanks Jie =D and beat her I did! Sometimes anyway. =P

And of course, my music buddy. The piano whiz she is, she always chuan me with her scary skills. But nvm, my guitar owns hers. HEHE! But we'd always jam random stuff, and it's cool! For me anyway. I don't think she particularly enjoys it, but heck =P

Lumin, you could say that she too, was a sister figure to me. Since the six of us grew up together, we were all like siblings, and her being the eldest of the "gang" xD, I guess I looked up to her as I did my own sister. One of the One Tree Hill-ing buddies, we spent endless hours watching the show =P haha fun!

Well, I need to be sleeping now, I'm going to climb mountain with Yeye tomorrow in like 6 hours. HEHE! Well, here's a few thousand words for you to feast your eyes on. =D

I miss you already. =(

Zyang.

Happy Studying Readers!

I laugh at myself, as these tears roll down. Because it's the world I know.
Zyang.