Farewell!

Here's to Kai Sin. One of my favourite people in the whole world.

Yeah, that was pretty fake. :)

Haha, I think I've said all that I have to say in the "letter" :)

Take care, Sin!

I'll miss you!

And thank you for everything you've done. :D

Hokkien cha when you get back, I PROMISE!

Zyang.

Who Will Watch Over You?

Leaves are on the ground; fall has come.

Blue skies turning gray; like my love.

I tried to carry you, and make you whole.

But it was never enough, I must go.

Who will give you strength when you're not strong?

Who will shelter you when I'm gone away?

Zyang.

Message to All Smokers.

Including you misinformed, or ignorant shisha smokers.

If you choose to kill yourself, do everyone a favour and jump off a cliff, instead of killing everyone around you along with yourself. Please realize what you're doing is stupid and makes no sense at all. Wanna look cool? Then start by not looking like a dumbass. It's a good way to go.

Zyang.

New Word!

Sycophants. The world's full of them.

Zyang.

Yous.

You, really turned out to be someone completely different from who I thought you were. You're capable of rudimentary emotion! =D Haha one of the funniest, weirdest people I know!

You, really deserve someone who treats you fairly; treats you how you deserve to be treated. You're an amazing person, and any person would be very lucky to have you. Ignore the jeers and disparaging remarks, and start thinking for yourself, for once. You're always about making others happy, it's time to do the same for yourself. Be glad :) your friends will always be here as sources of strength.

You, well, let's just say I'm glad you were dropped like a rock. Take care nonetheless!

You, offered great insight, great advice, and definitely restored my resolve to pursue medicine. Thank you so much. :D

Zyang.

SPM Results.

COMING OUT TOMORROW. HOPE MY ENDLESS HOURS OF NERDING WERE NOT IN VAIN.

Zyang.

Nah, Dear Readers.

I think we as the eventual "beneficiaries" of our nation, should take the time to hear a bit of what this man has to say.

Zyang.

Switch: Off.

Have you ever been placed in a position where you know full well about what's gonna happen, and yet when it finally does happen, it just crushes you?

I felt that. Still feeling it.

No Way.

Sorli yo, zero respect liao.

Zyang.

How People Change, Or Rather, How They Don't.

It's incredible how often you get proven wrong in life. Sometimes it happens to your delight, but more than often, it's the antithesis of said joy.

It's sad to say, but the latter has usually been the case for me. Fooled by sanctity and baited by eloquence, once committed, I was obliged to continue. Blame my impetuosity, blame my lack of prudence and my disposition to cave in to peer pressure. But blame no more.

Your idiosyncrasies piss people off, your caprice far too often of extreme annoyance. You've become a monster I swore I wouldn't allow myself to be associated with. We all promised each other we'd be people of respectable stature and benevolence, but you've since strayed from the straight and narrow.

Disliked by many for your rashness and lack of decorum, to describe you as mercurial would be a sorry excuse for a euphemism.

I sincerely do hope that you change your ways, or we can only imagine what would happen to you in the real world. It's time to grow up people, all of us. Look responsibility in the eye and understand that it comes with age, and that declining to accept it will only result in your eventual demise.

"Do unto others, what you wish others to do unto you."

I thought you'd change for the better, but you proved me wrong. You've proven many wrong.

Prove me wrong, again. I dare you, for your sake.

Zyang.

I Miss You Guys.

June, Kharenee, Juin, Rae, Ling.

Don't know why it just occurred to me that we haven't met in a pretty long time. Well duh lah. Haha all the best in your respective countries! =D

Zyang.

Happy Chinese New Year!

To all dear readers, Chinese and non-Chinese and Chinese-deep-down-inside-people, have a blessed Year of the Rabbit and may we all reproduce and multiply like rabbits! =D

Zyang.

Trust.

I love friends. They're like amaranths. And I love amaranths.

Side Note.

You're immature.

Shit happens.

Grow the hell up.

For June.

I hate writing farewell posts. They make me sad.

And so we bid, or rather just bade farewell to yet another dear friend, June.

I'll be honest, though June and I were in the same class in Form 1, we never really talked much. Heck, we were pretty much hi-bye friends. And throughout Form 2 and Form 3 we barely talked AT ALL.

But then, *TOTALLY EXPECTED DRUM ROLL*, in Form 4, we both joined Interact and that all changed, for the better, I think. HAHAH!

I found June to be one of THE MOST, undeniably, inexplicably, annoyingly, superfluously INSULTING people EVER. =D

Haha I'm kidding. =) June's one of the nicest, most sincere people I've ever met. She's never failed to be there for anyone in need, and is ever generous with encouragements.

But seriously though, June's one of the people who I've had to rely on throughout Form 4 and Form 5, not just during Interact. And the funny thing is, she never shies away whenever I have any problems whatsoever.

Oh ya, she's a FREAKIN amazing singer. But I shall not dwell on that so as to prevent her head from exploding =P

The June I wrongly presumed to be reticent and shy turned out to be ONE CRAZY INSULTING PERSON! Hahaha especially in the presence of Giselle, Esther, Anisha, Dhivya, Peggy, sadly even Madam Hayati. And of course, what insulting session would be complete without the victim?!

What sucks is that the victim, was, more than often, yours truly.

BUT STILL, I will miss June, along with her disparaging and snide remarks and sharp, stabbing leers, FOR we must accept people along with all their flaws and imperfections, and learn to embrace the bigger picture, that is, June.

HAHAHAHHA! I think you readers can now understand just WHY I get all the insults that I do. Because I ask for it. =D

I will miss you, June. =D

All the best and don't forget to miss us while we're here missing you.

Zyang.

ps. no pictures because blogger is being STUPID.

Happy New Year!

And yet another year has passed, a great one at that. A year full of nerding and unnecessary, although admittedly entertaining drama. A year for the bitchy, the unscrupulous and the obtuse to show their true colours. Yet it also proved to be a year for bridging new friendships, rekindling old ones, making new acquaintances. Yes, I doubt any of us will forget the year we were 17, for the memories we take with us are of unimaginable value, and the lessons we have so painfully learned will prove to be so very useful in our presumably EXTREMELY scandalous and convoluted college years ahead.

I'll miss you, all of you who aren't attending HELP. Those in Taylor's, MCKL and what not. And especially those who have decided to further their studies overseas, in Australia, the UK and even freakin' Germany!

So readers, have a blessed new year and may the economy recover in a graceful and prompt fashion. May restaurants lower their prices so our college expenditure may reach figures which do not depict obscenity. May we all be cautious, careful and safe, and not indulge ourselves in evils and capricious, shameful acts. May we keep our loved ones close, and to cherish them in a clean, merry milieu.

Omg, I'm gonna be eighteen. I don't wanna grow up.

Zyang.

Tumblr Account!

I will be honest dear readers, the speed at which Blogger uploads my photos is just TOO BLOODY SLOW.

Thus I've created a Tumblr account in hope that that will serve my purpose a little better.

zyanglow.tumblr.com

Zyang.

Friendly Reminder.

Thanks for the reminder on why things ended the way they did.]

And why did I expect any different, even after it all?

Don't Disappear.

Felt great spending time with an old, great, great friend today. =)

I wish we could do this more often.

Zyang.

The Meltdown!

Yes, the nerd had a massive breakdown last night at around 10pm or so. The nerd put down his books, heaved a huge sigh of frustration and disbelief that he had only finished revising like 30% of his Chemistry, just 10 hours before his paper was due to begin. With his head pounding and his heart weighing heavy in his chest, the nerd stared blankly at his newly-cleaned wall of knowledge, which was now, somehow quite discouragingly empty. By discouraging I mean somehow mirroring the state of his brain - empty.

One could not imagine the agony and distraught the nerd was going through, as it was not Chemistry that was on his mind, but many other things that really could been pondered about at a more suitable time, maybe in the near future, namely AFTER SPM.

But yet, contrary my advice to many a disturbed friend, I DIDN'T slap myself and force myself to study, as I was already quite behind time.

Thus, the nerd did the most rational thing in the world.

And no, it did not involve kicking into high gear and studying at 3 pages per minute.

The nerd took a long walk around Seputeh in the dark of night!

Yes, I sound like an old man, who likes to roam the streets at night with the street lamps being the sole source of light. Yet, I found that that slow stroll had a somewhat calming effect on me. The sounds of crickets and muffled laughter echoing from random houses gave me a sense of peace and drove the anxiety away.

Therapeutic, I would describe it as. Kinda like a nice, long, hot shower.

Thanks to the butt who listened to my ranting throughout my walk. And to PTC and Sam who unintentionally added to my stress by making me feel stupid and inadequately prepared for Chem.

Bring on Biology!

Zyang.